I can’t lie about this, and I won’t try and hide it. I miss you and I’ll keep missing you for a long time. You were the first one to break down my walls, you were the first one to know every inch of me. I’ll always remember you, and maybe a part of me will always miss you. Even though we weren’t perfect, we were us. And I miss us. I miss you. I miss holding you and I miss opening up to you, and I don’t want anyone else to know me like that yet. It’s too hard letting someone leave your life when they have such a huge part of you, and I’m not sure I can do that again for quite some time. So I’ll keep pushing people away and finding excuses until my heart decides it’s had enough. I can’t force myself to stop missing you, but maybe I’m not supposed to. Maybe I need more time than I had thought.

I can’t lie about this, and I won’t try and hide it. I miss you and I’ll keep missing you for a long time. You were the first one to break down my walls, you were the first one to know every inch of me. I’ll always remember you, and maybe a part of me will always miss you. Even though we weren’t perfect, we were us. And I miss us. I miss you. I miss holding you and I miss opening up to you, and I don’t want anyone else to know me like that yet. It’s too hard letting someone leave your life when they have such a huge part of you, and I’m not sure I can do that again for quite some time. So I’ll keep pushing people away and finding excuses until my heart decides it’s had enough. I can’t force myself to stop missing you, but maybe I’m not supposed to. Maybe I need more time than I had thought.

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